It seems that you are confusing oral sex with body sex. Oral sex means getting the genitals of one person in contact with the mouth of the other person. In other words, oral sexâputting the mouth on the penis (fellatio), vagina (cunnilingus), or anus (rimming).
In general, thereâs little to no risk of getting
HIV from oral sex. But transmission of HIV, though extremely rare, is theoretically possible if an HIV-positive man ejaculates in his partnerâs mouth during oral sex.
You can get or transmit HIV only through specific activities. Most commonly, people get or transmit HIV through sexual behaviors and needle or syringe use.
HIV is not spread easily. Only certain body fluids from a person who has HIV can transmit HIV:
1. Blood
2. Semen (cum)
3. Pre-seminal fluid (pre-cum)
4. Rectal fluids
5. Vaginal fluids
6. Breast milk
These body fluids must come into contact with a mucous membrane or damaged tissue or be directly injected into your bloodstream (by a needle or syringe) for transmission to occur. Mucous membranes are found inside the rectum, vagina, penis, and mouth.
It seems that you are having anxiety issues regarding this situation. It is advisable that you talk to a counselor to alleviate the anxiety symptoms.
Next Steps
Consult a clinical psychologist to get a detailed evaluation done to work on the problem from the root cause.