Hello Friend, Thanks for seeking a help here. In life, no one can guarantee any decisions as right or wrong. It's always subject and there are many factors influence that. But what's important is, are you able take a decision when it's required and commit to it. Your symptoms is quite common among many people. Solution for this is changing you mindset and getting your self ready to face such challenges. You may need some guidance to identify your gaps and explore the corrective options
Next Steps
Go for a counseling near your place or online.