Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Such medicine can only help in suppressing the emotions and provide you only a temporary relief. In parallel you need to work on therapy, lifestyle changes, dietary etc to recover from such conditions. Also, medicine will have some side effects and your scenario is one such conditions.
There are few recommendations available through Ayurveda Approach on such issues through home remedies, few dietary, daily routines and self therapies. I'm also an ayurveda wellness counselor and can recommend such solutions after a detailed assessment.
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