I have been living with my in laws due to covid. I feel I am being indirectly blamed for everything. I am dog lover and like playing with dogs,their dog recently became lazy I am being blamed for that too. They say the dog used to be very active I spoiled the dog's behaviour. same things are repeatedly fed into my mind which makes me annoyed.My mom place is also not supportive. My husband too scolds me for silly reasons.i feel like being choked.i am already under pressure due to the fertility treatment I am undergoing.sometimes I feel my heads gona burst and I ll die.pls help