From past 2 months i get angry on everything i dont like anything which happens around me. I try to convience myself n try to look on positive side but when it comes to reaction i always musbehave fight or cry. I am unable to judge what is right or wrong for me. I feel very alone n think as if everyone is to use me or ditched me. I dont even able to sleep unless i dont take anything for it. Sometimes alcohol or syrup. I have become so lazy that entire day i dont feel like doing anything. I just want to run away from everyone. Seriously difficult to give words to my feelings. Please suggest!