Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation. Your past experience and failures are affecting your behaviors and character and may lead into a personality disorder. Be positive. It's better to take a professional help to identify the key roots cause and way forward to change such mental block.
Yes, talk to a psychologists online or directly to first ventilate your feeling,concern and problems first. Such open discussions will help you to explore a different prepective about yourself and about your problems with suitable solution.
Feel free to reach me online for further evaluation and recommendation. Be positive. You will be alright soon.
Answered2018-12-19 00:44:17
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