Hi there I understand your concern and anxiety...Consult nearest psychiatrist as you will require detailed counseling session and you may require medications to solve your problems as many things can't be discussed in forum like this...Consult them they will guide you further.

Hi, thanks for approaching us. I can understand your feeling of anxious and emotional disturbance that occur in few situation. sometime for every act of behaviour there will be some reason behind, I think to overcome your scary feelings you become violent or show irritated in behaviour. consult any psychologists or psychiatrists near your place, I am sure with their guidance you will know the reason for your behaviour and also you can overcome the negative feeling. stay positive.