Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. You need to first open up and ventilate your feelings, emotions and concerns to someone who care about you. Else find a professional counseling support to listen to your problem. In that first step process, you will asses yourself better and figure out the real root cause for your problem and suitable solutions to recover. Family is your biggest support in life and don't hesitate to ask for help. It's just any other physical illness and and can be treated with few counselling support and therapies or medications.
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