If you are having suicidal thoughts, you should immediately consult a good psychiatrist near you.
Next Steps
Take these immediate actions to overcome suicidal thoughts.
1. Promise not to do anything right now.
2. avoid drugs and alcohol.
3. make your home safe. remove things you could use to harm yourself such as pills, knives, razors etc.
4. don't keep these suicidal thoughts to your self. share them with someone you trust.
5. take hope.
For more information, Kindly consult privately.