Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Any relationship issues will affect your emotions and create depression and mental stress. Don't try to hold on such emotional disturbance within you. It will only aggravate negative thoughts in your mind. If you can't express your hardship to family or friends, then take a professional counselling help to ventilate your feelings, emotions and concerns. I am sure you you will be able to see different angle and solution for your problem.

Feeling low, having crying spells, sleep and appetite disturbances, and difficulty in concentration and attention are some of the signs of Depression. Consult a Psychiatrist for a detailed assessment. It is likely with medication and counselings the symptoms will improve. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless consult a Psychiatrist immediately.