Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation. Best solution for any emotional issues is to ventilate your emotions, feelings and concerns to someone who cares about you. If you can't find someone in family or friends, better take a professional counselling help.
On your medication, Just be aware that medicine are just one part of any psychic treatments. In parallel you need to follow certain non medicine treatment plan like changes in your lifestyle routine, few dietary changes, self therapies excersise along with proper counseling support.
If you are haven't looked at anything of these then I would suggest you to consult a Psychologist directly or online first analyze your symptoms to recommend a suitable option.
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Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app for further detailed evaluation and suitable recommendation. Be positive. You will be alright soon.