Hi I understand the pain you undergoing currently because of the health issues and life circumstances. Problems,  depends on how you see it ..if you think,  it's a big problem,  it becomes even bigger and more difficult to solve.  But if you see problems as, like obstacles or challenges in a game,  it becomes smaller and less difficult to solve.. So,  have patience and think what best you can do. Can revert back for counseling sessions and medicine if required. Regards