Good day Friend. I can understand your concern.
Appreciate you for making efforts to understand your problem and seeking help.
It's important to understand your background, lifestyle, bothering issues and many other factors to understand the root cause behind such emotional disturbance. All these needs some professional help from people like us.
Be positive. You can overcome this problem if you are willing to make few changes in your mindset , lifestyle, daily routines and follow few techniques or recommendations. Are you ?
If so pls feel free to reach me online for further assistance and assessment of your physical and mental symptoms to recommend suitable non medicine alternative solutions.
Be positive. You will be alright soon.
Health Tips
Be aware that, every individual is unique or different due to their upbringing, culture, society, lifestyle, food habbit, priorities in life, education etc. So there is No One Fit solution for all. That's why general advices, Google or youtube solution give less results as they are generalized. So take the neat step of seeking professional help to first ventilate your feelings, emotions and concern.