My live-in boyfriend is a sociopath and i haven't known it until now. I got manipulated and now after three years, I'm constantly anxious and depressed. When we have good days, we have them the best and when we have bad days, i go crazy. I'd never had mental problems before. Now i can't even seem to live with myself. Suicidal feelings and feeling useless and rejected. I can't even pull myself up and go to work and work productively. My ratings have dropped and I feel utterly low and underconfident. Please help me.