You have an equal right to live a happy and peaceful life like others. Moreover some people are not mature enough to understand what depression is. So don’t worry. Think about what’s good in your life and what u want in life rather than wasting energy on people and things u don’t want.
Be like a mature person and take help of your friends, family , mom , and most importantly psychiatrist.
Don’t stop your treatment...it’s not a wise decision
Next Steps
Consult a psychiatrist
Relaxation
Yoga
Meditation
Pursue your hobbies
Focus on what’s good in your life
Train your mind to think positive