hi there, i have gone through ur problem. well i must say u r certainly an asset to people around u. And it seems u are the listener for a lot of ppl but u lack one. Consequently ur conciousness is feeling unheard and alone. Sharing is a option we often ignore for our ownselves thinking that listening to others problems is important. But believe me dat its not done until u keep on penting it all up within in u. U r resisting a natural urge and dat is where its going all wrong. So plz make one person atleast as the one to whom u can vent ur self out. We dont speak becos we want others to do something about it but mostly becos it feels better after sharing. U urself must b knowing this that when u saved ppl from breaking apart ...how those ppl got the courage and came upto u noone but u ..becos they knew u will listen. So feel free consult or talk to someone u have faith in. A cousellor or a psychiatrist will be equally helpful. I hope u find this helpful but feel free to consult again. Thank u.