I'm so worried, I just don't feel like me, like don't even know how to explain it it's the worst feeling I've ever seemed to experience, I just feel empty or as though I'm just in the back of my mind or something?! I'm getting so frustrated because can't put it into words, I feel like i'm living in the back of my head where nothing feels right about myself, I feel like I'm in dream world, I'm losing hope I really am scared I can't forget about it because it's always there.