My dear friend, forget your past. Don't destroy your happy life. Try to see positive things in your husband. Concentrate on your work and future. Time is best healing thing in world. Live in today, plan about tomorrow. Don't worry about past. Forget and move on. Otherwise you will destroy your happy life, your kid will suffer. These things are common these days but everybody move on. As time passes, you will feel better.
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