Dont loose hope and keep up ur self confidence.U must first clear to yourself what u really want.Every parents want their child's safety and happiness.They were worried for you.U have to understand them.,then demonstarte them what is your real feeling and future plan is.It is your job to clarify them.They sure understand you ,if u clearly show ur thoughts.
Next Steps
1.dont panic.
2 face all your problems.
3.Try to spend quality ti es with ur parents.
4.Keep faith on yourself