Hi dear, I Can understand your state of mind. But think one thing what is that stoping you not have baby now, there migt be some reason, which you are not confident. Noting happens what ever we plan. But sometimes we believe what ever happens its for good.dont, get stress up, anxious of yourself. Relax yourself think and speak with your loved ones, who will support you ,not comfortable, then take the help of psychologist who can help you to understand yourself in taking decisions. Take care, stay positve and happy. This is very important stage for any lady.

Why cannot you visit a psychologist, personally   or online and speak to them. Sometimes, you might get an answer.

Hi, ask yourself the following questions: 1. What would have been different if you conceived 2 months later and not now? 2. Is abortion a good option for your physical, emotional, mental, social and spiritual health; if yes- Ask again is it really worth it (because anyways you were planning after 2 months); if no - then no second thoughts. 3. Where is the evidence or proof that conceiving a baby is totally in your hands?