There must be a reason or many reasons for ur such behaviour and mentality.
U must consult psychologist immediately online or offline to get out urself from such a condition.
It u are late then worse things may happen.Its better late than never.Now also u have time to coreect it.
If u want any help,feel free to contact....
Answered2018-02-24 09:36:31
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