I am able to understand your current situation. You need immediate professional assistance from a nearby psychiatrist. You seem to be suffering from adjustment problems with depressive symptoms. However if you are looking for online suggestion I would be more than happy to help you with that. Some counselling and if needed medical help might be useful for you.
You can directly consult with me through Practo. Online chat consultation is available.
Answered2018-01-02 11:28:08
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