Since past 4months, I haven't been sleeping well at night. I am effortlessly awake till 2-3am in the night while before I was a person who would fall alseep by 11-11:30pm. I have realised I get very very anxious about friends judging me for my likings and dislikings and probably leaving me. I've already seen so many of them leave, I just don't want to go through the pain again. I lost the most dearest friend I ever had in my life a year back, and I still wait for her to come back.