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Hi.. it happens in anxiety and depression. This feeling of unreal world is called derealization. However i will need further history to advise appropriately.

Hi...First of all you are not the only one with this problem. There are many problems you are suffering with. We need to come to a single diagnosis, for that further questions is needed. Plz consult a psychiatrist.

Firstly, I want to acknowledge how overwhelming and distressing it can feel to experience anxiety, especially when it intensifies to the point of derealization, pessimism, and depression. These are not uncommon, and you’re not alone, many patients suffer through these symptoms. From what you mentioned you are experiencing anxiety - a state of heightened alertness in response to perceived threats. It’s like your brain is constantly sounding an alarm. When this becomes too intense or prolonged, your mind can struggle to process everything, leading to derealization—a feeling that the world around you is unreal or detached. This happens because your brain, in trying to protect you, “disconnects” from the overwhelming sensations to reduce emotional overload. It’s not dangerous, but it can feel very unsettling. When your brain is stuck in an anxious state, it focuses on negative possibilities or outcomes to keep you “prepared for the worst” a defence mechanism of brain. Pessimism makes one unable to see hope or solutions. Chronic anxiety can exhaust the brain’s resources. Over time, this can lead to depression—a state where you may feel low energy, sadness, or hopelessness. Biologically, these experiences are linked to imbalances in brain chemicals like serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine, which regulate mood and perception. Stress in any form (physical/social/financial)can worsen the symptoms. While these experiences feel overwhelming and distressing with treatment it’s curable.

You need to know the root cause of anxiety and what is it that you are denying Denial is conflict Smile and the write more to see the patterns

Hi. You seem to be very distressed. But I need you to understand that like any other infective and treatable illness, this too is treatable. What you are suffering from seems like a mixed array of anxiety and depressive symptoms and can be managed with the help of medications and therapy You need to see a psychiatrist and a psychologist for resolution of your problems and you should be able to see a change soon.

Hello From the history u provided , it seems more  towards depression, as u also mentioned that to end life better to consult a Psychiatrist as early as possible for complete evaluation and proper treatment.