U r suffering from depression.The exact cause i dont know,may be due career related or other family issues.But the matter is depression and anxiety is make ur life disaster.
This situation is only handled by counsult with psychiatrist for medicinal help and consult with psychologist for other way to deal with stress and anxiety.
Health Tips
I give u some tips which might help you..
1.Must consult with psychiatrist and psychologist.
2.Must not loose hope keep ur self confidence high.Face the problems and fight it,dont ran way.
3.Nothing is permanent in nature,so ur problems are also gone with time.Just stand with ur problems like a test cricketer batsman who continue his batting,dont bother about how many runs are made.
4.share ur thoughts with ur parents.
5.conventrate on ur study work career passion hobby.
6 morning walk or yoga regularly.
7.avoid too much social media.
8.avoid handleing too much mobile and pc.