Dear, you lost your husband which is a huge stressor and also you underwent pregnancy and delivery. Both of this can trigger a episode of depression as during pregnancy and in breast feeding because of hormonal changes there is risk of post partum depression. It's a tough time for you but with professional help u can definitely overcome it and live a happy life with your beautiful child who is dependent on you

Dear, you are going through difficult times in life. I can understand what you are going through. You must be very strong as you are handlind these stresses. Loss of husband and unemployment are heavy stressors for any one. In these difficult conditions, you must now look at gathering available resources which can make you more stronger and stable. It is difficult to think clearly in these times. Lot of negative thouhhts may be coming to your mind. You may be losing hopes of a happy future. Losing interest in work and daily activities are due to feelings of  depression. Though you may be feeling that your world has ended but I must tell you that a huge life is still waiting for you to explore. Life is multidimensional and has various aspects to be lived and enjoyed. Life doesnt close all its doors to anyone. Think of all the  wonderful things that you can have for your baby. You have to manage yourself for your son. There are still many things you can do to bring your life to a new track of growth. You have another life with you for which you have to think of. You need to plan and think wisely. You are very young. You may need the support of your parents and friends to rejuvenate your life. Dont lose hold of significant persons in your life.