It is not related to medical query. Just an emotional query. I am having 3 years kid. 6 months back I had conceived which we were not expecting and it was fully unplanned, still not sure how it happened. Initially we thought we will continue. But at that time my first kid was 2.8 yrs and he was taking breast feed. We tried to stop breastfeed, but suddenly it was very difficult to stop as he cried all over the night and at 2.8yrs he was not mature enough to understand the things & we felt bad for him. Also, we stay alone outside & no one here to support us. Considering above all factors we decided to abort and did it on 5th week by taking medicine given by doctor. After that my husband felt bad, guilt & depression. Considering emotional breakdown, we stopped breastfeed to our kid after 4 months post abortion & trying to conceive since last 3 cycle. Had we killed a life in 5th week? Have you done wrong by abortion considering my first kid factors? Please provide your honest opinion on it