I have had bad interaction with people in the past. Im not the best when confronting people when they have wronged me and sometimes I feel like its my fault. I feel like everyone hates me. I feel like things are slipping through my fingers. Im losing friends because I withdraw and I feel depressed. I eventually will lose all my friends and be alone. I dont want to feel like this so I start inhaling rubbing alcohol and it helps calm me down and even doing this has became an addiction. i need help