I feel very alone. It's like I have nobody with whom I can share my thoughts I want to have good relations with people around me with people who are connected to me. I want to be the best. But i am not able to achieve what I want. I can't achieve my short term goals as well as no where close to my long term goals. That creates a lot of pressure and I am always under stress. I can't study under that pressure. I just want happiness but I am broken from inside. I want to be somewhere else