I was confused about my gender identity and starting taking doses of testosterone. i was taking 100 mg/week, for only about 6-8 weeks. my voice dropped/changed very quickly. it frightened me and i stopped taking the testosterone/never plant to go back. i've read everywhere that the voice can never be changed back, is this really true? i've lost the ability to control the range/volume of my voice. it jumps around, gives out.. will it ever at least settle?