What you are asking is "WISHFUL THINKING"
Once a woman is
pregnant, there is ONLY one option either to keep the pregnancy or to abort it.
People have many hang ups about abortions. They dont take care when needed and then when they become pregnant they want to avoid the consequences of their action by hiding behind religion, not wanting to kill a baby etc
An unwanted pregnancy is also harmful to the mother as it can cause damages to the person's psyche.
To err is human, but to keep on procrastinating is worse.
Since you have made the diagnosis based on a Pregnancy kit. why not first repeat the test in a lab and see if the result is correct?
Many home tests kits are known to give false positive and negative results. So first thing to do is to confirm your pregnancy.
Next Steps
Once confirmed, Be bold, take help of your elders in family and visit a nearby Family Planning Association of India ( FPAI ) center. They will ascertain your pregnancy and help you with the abortion process too.