Hi... There is a clinical term — Gender Dysphoria, that describes the distress and unease a person may feel because there is a mismatch between their biological sex and gender identity. There is hormonal therapy and surgery treatment available for people dealing with such conditions. Please consult a Psychiatrist who deals with Gender Dysphoria for better guidance. Also, please consult a Psychologist to help you deal with the distress and psychological struggle caused by this condition. I have worked on a similar case earlier and I can tell you for sure that therapy is a bare minimum necessity. Dealing with such conditions alone without any professional help may cause immense pain and discomfort.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychiatrist and a Psychologist.
CBT along with Interpersonal Guidance and Counselling is required.
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