Dear,
So much anger will affect. Share your problem with me, may be i can help. I know you are disheartened with the services. But if you tolerated so much than why not one more time. You can consult me in my clinic or online too through practo. There must be some reasons why the earlier modes of treatment were not effective for you. We have to find out my dear. Be patient. This aggression of urs will not solve anthing.
Next Steps
consult a registered clinical psychologist