U r right ,u are in depression and anxiety,which is quite common in your situation.But u have to believein your self,work harder,attemot every opportunity.
U are only 26 now,long way to go,so why upset.Goodtime will come through hard work.
Health Tips
1.sleep for 8 hrs.
2 avoid drinking and smoling.
3.avoid too much social media.
4morning wal regularly.