I need someone to talk to, hear out my problems and understand me. I feel like my entire family has given up on me. They actually have. I have messed up everything big time. I have made a chaos of my life and my family is suffering with same level of stress as I'm dealing with, just because of me. I come from a reserved family and now I'm blaming them for every mishappening which has occured in my life. It hurts so much to live in such an environment. I'm fed up. Please help.