Several months ago, I attempted to end my life by consuming an excess of sleeping pills. The day of, I experienced a feeling to what could only be described as if all the blood in my body slowly rescinded to my heart starting from my limbs leaving them feeling numb and a pale green color. I felt i would’ve died had i not fought against it. The days afterwards I would experience episodes when this same feeling returned and eventually pass. I feel fine now, but when smoking I feel that same sick.