Hello, it's good that you are seeking help for your problems. And it's always good to talk about your mental health. The symptoms you described suggest that you are suffering from depression which is a very common illness. And is similar to the medical illnesses like
diabetes and hypertension occuring due to the chemical changes in the brain affecting our mood thought behavior and judgement. It is treatable with medications and psychotherapy. Consult me online or in person.
Next Steps
Consult psychiatrist.