Since my father passed away I have never been able to trust anyone..not even my own mother. And after he died there have been many problems in my life..like my mother having an affair with my uncle and when I was doubtful about it and tried to talk to my other family members nobody really trusted me they just thought I was crazy..until recently when I had solid proof..and then my boyfriend friend cheating on me.i stay clam.. suddenly i feel happy.. suddenly I cry.i don't know whats happening