Hi I sometimes in stress ful situation, it will be difficult to manage self in different areas of life. Added to it you might be in two role with professional as well as academic life, which might be still more challenging, you can work with the emotions what do u feel, along with working on expectations of life. Sometimes acceptance is very much required in life. Take care, dont lose hope.
Next Steps
visit psychologist for better guidance through online or direct.
Health Tips
if possible try to share your feelings with whom ever you feel comfortable.