Hi ,
Talk to a Psychologist to help you through take the first steps in managing your emotions and mind .
You will get help to understand, cope and manage your feelings. You will be able to heal get stronger as you rebuild your sense of self and gain tools for navigating through them more effectively .
Keep in mind his actions are about him his beliefs about himself. Do not attach any self-worth you might to attributing to actions towards you.
Focus on yourself, who you want to be, how you want to feel, what you will allow for yourself, this will create a more fulfilling positive life for you.
Next Steps
Contact a Psychologist
Health Tips
Try exercise , deep breathing, meditation, Indulge in your favorite activities or even learning a new hobby or skill.