When I was pregnant I got to know my husband was going around with someone. We had a huge fight and decided to get divorced. During my delivery also and after that my in-laws and husband didn't behave nicely with me.I was planning for divorce but not able to do that becz of my baby but the whole scenario affected my health.I dont know what should I do now.sometimes I feel I should die and should get separated from my husband.my health is also not good.I always think abt my future and my baby.me and my husband dont talk to each other.I tried to trust my husband and be normal with him but can't do this anymore. We dont have any physical relationship. My husband spend most of his time outside.I feel alone week depressed. Dont understand with whom I share my pain and feelings. We always fight on small issues. I tried my best to get this relationship be back on track and live happily but it's seems difficult.