I'm on a very wrong track for a very long time and now I'm realising how wrong were my decisions at every stage of life even though at my largest stage of life my marriage I started my base with a lie and without any mistake a person is suffering because of me I'm in a state of mind where I has lost all my emotions I don't feel anything but I need to do this for him I need help I can't make his life he'll because of me his dreams where those things that stated me that there is something good in me . But in middle of all these my issues he is suffering very badly . I can't loose him please help me