Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help. I can understand your suitation. You need a psychology or marriage counseling support than a doctor to handle the relationship issues and mental disturbance. You can either choose to meet any psychologists nearby or online through Practo app. Online will be easy and convenient to discuss if you hesitate to meet.
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Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app chat for a detailed discussion and to explore suitable solutions