I have been using termin intravenously 30mg/ml since 6 months 5 ml per dose grew my Tolerancy then everyday dependency then one day I just quit it. Now I sleep too much and sometimes as soon as I fall asleep I feel like my heart is slowly coming to halt and I can't move my hand and I can see myself from above then the room rotated and the floor was facing me while I was constantly trying to move which I finally succeed .It's common now. I fear too much, . I can't go out in the sun for a few minutes. Terminal made me productive I became a goOd writer Is there any alternative which calms my withdrawal and also again increase my creativity and productivity. I will be fine finished without my writing.