Current age-20yr 6months🍃Till 10th everything was going well,but from 11th I got badly addicted to phone i was watching po*n late at night and fabbed atleast2/3 times daily, I was also an maladaptive day dreamer - music * is the trigger here ,i only slept for 5-6 hours that too at 3/4am i.e inconsistent sleep 🥴After 10th the mistake I did was taking non attending in 11&12 & than in ug also open university as my marks were bad bad to get admission in good college I am now preparing for ssc but I haven't studied anything yet Now I have control over po*n addition I only do 1/2 times in a week Rn i am sleep deprived,I sleep at 3/4 am ,maldative day dreamer, nicotine addicted , and depressed as well due to this 5 years isolation I am behind in most of the things ...Now  I only want peace ,I am too depressed , it is 3am rn and I am not able to sleep ,I do feel sleepy now but addicted to phone i just can't quit it 😶 if life continues the same way I don't want to continue living 😞