I constantly have my apprearance on my mind, I obsess over the way I look, wanting to change myself. I looked up my symptoms and it has come back with body dismorphic disorder. I haven’t been to school or out a few times because of being so insecure. I can’t leave my house without a full face of makeup on, I don’t even like seeing close friends without makeup on. I try hiding my body any way possible as I hate my figure with a passion. I hate photos unless I take them, no full body pictures ever