Hi.... Kids raised in a toxic family environment often develop such issues and tend to be afraid of life following the same course again. But the good thing is that you are born with a more sensitive heart and a sensible mind and you can change the course of how your life will go ahead. You have to first create a better life for yourself and then you can think about sharing your time, attention, and resources with your family. A whole lot of issues you will be able to solve once you are doing well in your career and earning enough money. But there are certain issues, like marital discord between parents, individual differences, etc. that will still remain but their life and your life will be better for sure. Also, try to start sharing your concerns with your girlfriend if she is someone you are planning to spend your life with as she will have to deal with this situation sooner or later.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychologist.
Interpersonal Guidance and Counselling is required.
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Mr. Gunjan Maithil
Senior Psychologist
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