I understand your concern. You might be having depressive symptoms leading onto memory problems. However more clarity is needed regarding your actual issue. I would be more than happy to help you with that. Some counselling and if needed medical help might be useful for you.
Next Steps
You would benefit from a psychiatric consultation. You can directly consult with me through Practo. Online chat consultation is available.
Health Tips
Please check your
thyroid levels, the abnormality of which may also result in the symptoms you mentioned.