With help of therapist you need to learn, how to deal with this mental dissatisfaction. Therapy will help you find answers . MENTAL BARRIERS ARE ACTUALLY OUR LIMITING BELIEFS / ASSUMPTIONS. OUR MENTAL BARRIERS ARE UNHEALTHY THOUGHT PATTERNS THAT LIMIT US IN REACHING OUR TRUE POTENTIAL. YOU ARE AN ARTIST AND ART HAS POWER TO CHANGE WORLD. Today in this fast paced world people are feeling overwhelmed and disconnected. Here ART CAN MAKE DIFFERENCE , AS GOOD WORK OF ART CAN CONNECT ONE TO YOUR SENSES , BODY AND MIND . RIGHT? SO YOU HAVE A BIG POWER IN YOU TO IMPACT WHOLE WORLD . You just need to work on your self limiting beliefs.

Hi. Great. Make artistic pieces for yourself...there are people who may gain motivation from your art. For them you need to display your creation to others. Or simply write about creations on your blogs or social media ...motivate others to live life through creative Sublimation

Hi... I can fairly relate to your ideological struggle. I myself experienced it for a very long time since I was your age. What I realized after so many years is very plane and simple. Our mind is like a fertile land and we get what we sow in it. Sitting alone with books, ideas, ideologies, and some like-minded people, our mind can make us believe in anything so absolutely that we may completely ignore the imperfections of our approach/ideas/ideologies. What is important here is to bring what we think into action and making this world a better place, before questioning others or how this place has been running by generations that came before us.