Am doing masterbations from the past 6-7 years. i think that am addicted. am doing often . i mean weakly once or twice. monthly 5 6 times or 7 8 times. my hands & legs are swelling always especially during this summer.in 2013 at my age of 21 , i lost my semen fully in accidental wen on bathing. after my testis lost its stripness. it gets down. again in 2014 . early morning 2.30 am semen fully loss during the sleep. i was affected because of black magic. not only me. my entire family , and generation. all are passed away in short age. or middle age. 30 35 , 40 45. my father was passed away by lever cancer at 54. after 2 times heavy semen loss . my testis got down completely. now am feel like a very aged person. like 70 80 90's. from the past 10 years i went to coma. i lost my consciousness. before i got a gud life & better hair growth & density. but not now. center slightly baldness started. heavy hairfall problem. i hav a anemic complaint & gastric complaint too. Fear & anxieties .